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100711 Sun

 

Somehow It seems that the harder I try to do that, the more it backfires on me

I don't know how to put my feeling into words

If I could turn back the time..... No... What's done is done. I can't take it back

In recent days, I have mixed feelings about all the things that I've seen

The bottom line is .. I have made up my mind recently, I won't look back

So If I could choose only one words to express my resolution,

I ma choose "New decision"

 

 

100712 Mon

 

I went to the doctor. The result of check up is not bad

What a relief!

Today is very meaningful to me

I just started a study group to get up early

I have made up my mind, so I won't look back

I had a tendency to put off something until it's do or die situation

But recently, I feel very good

병원에 갔다. 검진 결과가 나쁘지 않았다. 안심이다!

 

100713 Tue

I went to E-mart to read some books which are dealing with Economics and Business. It was free to read.

After that, I went for jog with mom

What I realized was that .. All of a sudden, looking my mom's face

I had mixed feeling about mom. Time flies.

The bottom line is I have to be more enthusiastic

3 days ago, all the phone numbers of my friends were deleted by my mistake.

Now I believe "things happen for a reason"

 

 

100714 Wed

I've been thinking about the future business plan

Sometimes it makes me crazy and think a lot

I firmly believe that I was born with the instinct for business

Whatever.. How could you be so heartless?

How could you not know about the fact that I miss you

 

 

100715 Tue

I totally believe I went through too many ups and downs in my life
Yesterday I cried a lot. When I turned on TV at 2pm,
I heard someone sang on TV
That song had a repeating part which is like Samchun Samchun
2 years ago, my maternal uncle passed away.
He was suffering from .. serious cancer
At that time I was thinking to myself, this could be heaven or this could be hell
Anyway that song reminds me of my uncle a lot
I have to keep in mind the fact that what's done is done

 

 

 

100716 Fri

rainy days.... let the rain pour! because I like it

The truth was that our relationship was rocky just like raindrops on my shoulder

fuck.. what's done is done

it was just not possible

It's been so long that I haven't seen your face

 

 

100719 Mon

I think I went through so many ups and downs in my life
Recently, it seems like I always wake up every morning with fearness
Honestly, I'm terrified because of uncertain future

I don't like working under the pressure

But I have to do that until it will be done
Seeing my brother in my studio, I always try to remind myself like
"I wanna give him the life that I never had"
But even when he smile, even when he laugh, I can see sort of despair in his eyes

 

100720 Tue

I found something's wrong with my cell phone
Since then my head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
But onething was clear that I tried to remain calm
One of my motto is "flowing water"
10 days ago, I decided to working out again
So now, I  am abstaining from drinking
I feel better than before

 

 

100721 Wed

What a hot scorching days
One of friends of mine and I walked around 충무로 to check the best place to print out our magazines
What happened yesterday meant a lot to me
Everythings about business negotiation are never easy
The truth is that most of them are selfish
I'm getting curious but I think I need some rest and sleep

 

 

100722 Thu

It's been so long that I worked out in our univ's stadium
Oh I think I almost messed up
I worked out really hard
I always do pull-ups, push ups, dips and self-squats
In that place, though it was rainy days, about 5 people jogged
Some work out to forget, some work our to remember
I work out to forget

 

 

100726 MON

I have a tendency to worry about something more than expected
I always tried to be more optimistic person, but it's really difficult to me
I made up my mind to sign up for swimming program
I can't remember the last time when I swam
There is a wise saying that Salmon swim up through the rapids